Story 2 part 1 the birthday gift.....

COMING soon...... on 7jan 2019

story 1 part 3 The climb and apart...

Everything we saw in this world is temporary and it will disappear after some time.

if someone says our love will stay forever. I will say -"C#$uiya". and school time 

affairs is like a paani puri. if you hold it for long it will crush in your hand otherwise 

in your mouth. but after all it will be end. the only way to be happy just get it as 

spicy as you can so that you can taste it for long.

  in school life when you go through some hormonal changes, you just want to be free

and if someone try to bound you, that one will become your biggest enemy.

Its been a while to be in a relationship, in starting everything is like bed of roses.

but with time it feels like a cage, as you can't do new things. and suddenly it starts 

scaring you from inside.

  Its January 2008, such a great month, month of kites and laddooos, everything looks so

colourful in sky. and i keep searching for different laddoos in my house.

ahhhhhhh i am too much distracted.....

Let's come to the story... how things start suffocating....

As on 31st december, i reach outside her house at 6:00 am, and waits at the temple, it was

already decided to go for bhawangaja, its a beautiful hill station. and in December it is like 

Kashmir. My dad bought a new bike of hero honda (glamour). uff what a bike nice model

and seating is like if someone sit behind she has to grip you when you are moving in speed.

I know its good to be griped, as it prevents you to get cold.

  I reach at sharp 6 O'clock. and wait for her. As a signal i will sound the temple bell three 

times, (no mobile problem). she came out and start walk to the outside of her home to the 

outer gate of colony. her family knows it was chemistry class from 7:00 to 8:30 and physics 

at 9:45 to 11:00. so we have enough time to enjoy the vibe of bhawangaja.

 she was the first girl who sit behind me. I start shivering may be due to cold or because of

her.but when she asked me what happened, do you know na how to ride a bike.

I replied yeahhhh i can even ride it without hands. she again asked then why you are shivering

like that, i replied its so cold(honestly it was not). She come closer and hug me, and asked 

is it good ? i replied it is awesome..... mission first accomplished.

 then we start moving to our destination. it was really feel awesome, the vibe in early morning 

was soo awesome, the trees, the fog everything, and the way air touches and move is sufficient

enough to make a intimating behaviour for both of us.

  When we reach the place there were 478 stares to reach to the top of hill, and also a 52 gajj statue

of some Jain guru. we start moving upwards and in half way i was tired enough to stop and ask

her should we go or not...... at this time she said- stop behaving like a little girl and get on your 

knees. i said let me breathe at least. then she give me hand to hold and said come with me baby.

the smile and love i feel that time make me get up and move, and after this we stop at the top of 

that hill 

  Damn..... what a view. it feels like i can see every place from here, at this time i hold her hand 

and looking at the view, the narmada river can be visualise from start to end, the horizon was so awesome. at this time i first loud and said hoooooooooooooooooo.......             what a feeling....

 then i ask her to do the same. first she refused but then she did the same.

Then i again said loudly- I love you.....  chipppkali........ 

at this time i thought she will kick me.... but no she doesn't. She look at me constanly, 

this time i don't know what happened to me, but just move near to her and hug her tightly. then look into her eyes and kiss her.... this was the time when there were no thoughts in my mind. 

only thing that i was thinking is that i will love this girl as much as i can, and never hurt her.

always protect her. as the kiss ends i found that there were couple looking at us. 

this time my GF starts feeling shy. and i was like hold her hand and said I love you..again loudly

with so much happiness, like i never feel before........

 We stayed there for a while and enjoy the vibe. it was 10:45 am now. and we have to leave as our

parents may worry,(honestly i don't want to go but this might put her into trouble), so we decided

to move, the time when we reach back in city the environment was change but our mind was still

stuck in that moment. i drop her to her colony and give her my copy so that she can tell her parents that she was in a coaching. after dropping her i reach my home, my dad asked me where were you

i replied coaching or kahan, actually it was 12:15 pm when i reached home, and also bike that is needed at home. i was trying to convince him but suddenly my biggest enemy my sister speak her 

magical words- "dady there were no class today, so i came back home to help mummy in kitchen."

   I was like. abbbb tera kya hoga kaliya. after a punishment of being lie to dad and using bike without acknowledgement, my ass was not the same. but i was smiling because i got a kiss today.......yooooooooooo............

 when a guy gets his first kiss he becomes more confident and too much manly in nature. and 

believe or not its harmonal that he wants to make more friends in opposite sex. this is was happened 

to me, I become a little rude but much confident. that i can talk anyone. i did not remember if 

there is any girl left with whom i did not talk. I take part in various game and stage performance and

also win in everything. I was good in sketching as early i was so introvert that i cant talk to anyone,

my world is inside my sketchbook. when i won the prize in sketching there were another girl named uppasna, who get the same first rank with me. she was so amazing, confident that i start talking her on stage by saying hiiii...... can i see your sketches, in a free time after class.... she replied why not 

but in only one condition if you show me yours.(this was completely double meaning line that i ignored). after the class next day my gf's father come to take her after school. and i stayed to talk

her, but she was gone and i was unaware of it.

          Suddenly uppasna comes and said i am here stop searching me. i look at her she was smiling.

i smiled and said here you are, where did you hide i was searching you. she said i am right there.lets go to library there in main section we can sit and talk. i said okk lets go...

the time we reach there we first get some books to show that we are studying here. she get her 

sketch book to show me i got mine. it was awesome, i was too much impressed by her sketching

skill, while i were looking at her sketch book we were so close and i did not notice that, she mumble-

i think i like you. i replied i like you too.. then she kiss me on chick.

  suddenly i remind that i love someone else and it was wrong, as in class i barely talk to my gf.

but if i tell uppasna that who is my gf. she might tell everyone in class. so i use plan B and tell

her isn't it too fast, we just met yesterday...

 she replied - you are so sweet. i smiled (what else can i do). 

then she said - now show me yours. i was like is she made how could i ?

she again said where is your sketch book show me na... i laugh in my mind she was talking about 

sketch book. most of the sketch have love theme, mothers love, dad face, lonely boy in a room etc.

 she hold my hand while looking at the sketches. 

after all this we left for our home... her house was on other side and mine was in officers colony 

on other side, but she asked can i come with you for a while... i said i thought you were living in aanand nagar. she said yaaa but she has some work in a way. i said okkk.   

 while walking we talk a lot. she was funny, stylish and smell so good. and i really start liking her,

and honestly i don't know why but i had not even a single thought about my gf.

 next day was holiday but i met uppasna in a market on chat center. i was there with my brother 

to have dahi puri. she was there with her mom. at first i ignore her as she was her mother. but as

she saw me she wave at me and said hiii......i was with my brother, my brother said to me bhaiya 

aapki gf.and smile like a devil who has your neck in his fiest. i said no she is not, she is just a 

class mate. then i look at her and act like.. ohhh you are here too. then i said  namaste aunty, and touch her mothers feet, as my mom told me to touch feet of elders, it is good to get blessing from them. aunty said are beta don't bother. i smiled. then she said come join us. my brother looking at me and smiling .

may be he has a thought that i am getting married and this is my mother in law. me and my brother

order dahi puri (same as pani puri but dahi in place of pani). then aunty said you have a good hand 

in sketching. i asked how do you know ? then uppasna replied i had your sketch book last day.

 i was shocked how dare she to have it without my permission. but said nothing.  

After having everything , i said, aunty i think we should go now. and leaving for billing at counter,

aunty said leave it beta i will pay. I said i am sorry aunty but i would like to pay for myself.

and thank you...in the way back home my brother looking at me and said you was look like

papa there. i feel proud as he compare me with dad.

Next day in class i straight go to her and said how dare you to have my sketch book without my

permission. she replied she like it so she took it for a while, if she want to steal she will not tell me.

i said sorry for my rude behaviour, and please return it to me, it really means to me. she said first say 

please.. i said please.... then she return it to me.

when this all happen i did not realise that my gf was watching all this. and someone told her that

after school i was spotted with uppana in library, and also they were together in a way to jd's home.

she look upset, and during lunch break she came to me ask, where were you in the evening ?

i replied roaming with my brother. she said- i saw you with her at chaupati... i replied didnt you 

saw my brother and her mother. she replied in anger stop lieing to me, and push me away...

i said this is not what you think, again she asked did you kiss her, her friend told her the JD and 

uppasna kissed in library. this is really bad way i was trapped. i replied no i did not but she did.

the she said i hate you. you hurt me. dont talk to me again. i hold her hand and said this is not 

what you thinking, i was showing her sketch book during which she kiss me but i decline as i am

in relation with you. she asked did you tell her that i am you gf ? i replied NO, because she might tell others in class. the she said why are you so scared to tell others that i am your gf, did you embarrassed to tell others. I really think that time in starting she told me not to tell anyone and now

she want this. i asked this to her. she said because now in class there is a rumour of upaasna and your.

but you are with me... I replied i did not know anything about it. and really love you. so don't do this,

please. she said - i don't know what to say, do what you like to do.

  after school i get my sketchbook from uppasna and in the evening when i met prerna she asked me

to get my sketch book as she did not saw my sketches, in the sketchbook there was a new sketch of mine. i wonder i did not saw that, in back it has written will you be my best friend ?

oops.... i should have saw that at home first but what to do now. i like the sketch i cant throw it...

when prerna saw that she was so angry that she getup and tear my sketch book. at that time i was 

so angry, because this book was gifted by my mother. and i was so angry that i slap her. and said this

was my mothers gift to me, and you tear her in your selfishness. i had anger and tear enough that 

time. and i told her, you are brainless girl who don't care how others feel. and just want to do what she like...... she replied go to uppasna she will take care of you. as you love to roam with her..... 

 at that time i was so angry that i decided not to talk her again.....

that is how the first break up happened....

          

Friend without benefits....

Coming very very soon

Story 1 part 2 the proposal

THE PROPOSAL

Its December 2007, most of the magical things happen in this month.
as the winter starts from October the magic begins with the coldness
of October. It is the time when you first listen the voice of your heart.
This is what i did. From the day of admission to this day, i have made
so many moments that i still remember, like teasing each other, class
bunk, puncturing faculty's vehicle, drawing pictures of teachers during
lecture and so on.
   But the most avoidable memory is the time when she fall sick of
viral and can't communicate  me. It was like a dream that suddenly you
woke up, and everything that you lived till now is gone. You start worrying
what the hell has happened to my life.
Somehow you managed to communicate but there is no telephone we have,
with this state you start getting sick and lose your health.....some weight too.

This is the first time when a guy who love to follow rules, think of breaking
rules and trespass the teachers cabin so that he can get the address of her
love. thing is that when you are in love, there is no right and wrong. its just
finding way to get to her. This is what i do or anyone does..
  How to get access the register where details of student can be found..
step 1. get into the office when no one is there.
step 2 Get the register and run without looking back

Result- completely insane and risky.....

another way that i found was to contact your class captain who should not be
a girl. because girl always follow rule if they become class monitor....
I hate it.......  In my case it was a girl.....damn....
I reach to her and ask her to do a favour for me....
she said i dont.....
then again i insist if you help me i will do any one thing that you want.
She rethink and said okkk........ what do you want ?
I said i would like to have a address of a girl. can you get it.
She understand whose address i am asking for.. and said tomorrow i will get
it for you. I said thank you...... she said don't forget your promise...
I replied everything you asked.......

Next day i asked her did you have the address.. she replied yes i have. but dont
tell anyone that i give you this address.. i said okk. and thank you...
again i ask can i do something for you.... she said i don't have many friend i want
 only one thing a best friend will you be my bff...
 at that time i listen only bf and i replied i cant be your bf. she replied with smile
 i just want a friend.; i said okkk..


Then i get the address from her, and reach to the colony where she live. There is no
any house number...... it sucks... so i have to roam in colony from first house to last
multiple times to find out where her house is...
 It doesn't took much time for me to find her because i remember her bicycle that i
fix a month ago. the moment i saw her bicycle i get excited and want to enter into her
house and said everything that i feel for her. there is a temple near her house. The day
i found her house, i wait for a while in that temple. May be i was expecting her to come
out  so that i can see her once. for ensuring that she is fine. approx a week i regularly
went here and spend an hour. But i cant she her..... So i decided to make friends in his
colony and get information about her.
 i never play games but i started to play cricked with the guys of her colony. sooner i get
the information that she was admitted in a hospital from more than a week.
i somehow managed to enter in the hospital but the in charge in the hospital not allow me
to enter in that ward as there is noone elder with me. But i keep trying and the great day
comes when there is noone to stop me. and i reach to her in the ward no 34, bed no. 67.
she look terrible, as she is recovering from some fever and a serine is pinned to her one
hand and her eyes got some dark circle. this is the first time when i shed tears for someone.
 I come near to her and said hiiii bitch..... she opened her eyes suddenly and said what are
you doing here. how did you get the address.. and you should go else you will fall sick too..
I said - I am a kind of anteryaami thats how i get your address.... and i miss you soo much
thats why i am here....
Then i asked what happened to you she replied some fever and weakness, so doctor admit
me here.... and exactly i dont remember what she said that day...
 But before leaving i confess her how i feel for her. at that time i dont care how she smell
how she look or whoever is around i just tell her what i feel for her...
she was like smiling and her eyes are glowing.
 and in last I said- "I love you bitch."
 And at that time i dont need her reply, it just obvious by her expression. but she said come a little closer and tell me in my ears- "I love you."
That time i was like on saatve aasmaan. then she suggest me to go home because it is time of his mom dad get lunch for her...
 I said okk...... and left ......
On that day all day i smile like a joker, i help everyone from the person who try to push his thela
on road, to the lady who tries lift her vegetable bag..
It was like i want to see everyone happy... i reach home finish my homework, wash all dish in kitchen, clean hall and my room....
            This was the first time i was so happy that i want to make everyone happy.......           

First 16 breakup. STORY 1

Story 1-

Let's start from begining.

This is a story of an average guy with more than average thoughts.

He doesn't know what to do it keeps coming every second every 

moment, i guess that is how the brain works, every time i see

something related hundreds of thoughts arose like a tides on 

beach, and for that time i froze out, and everyone thought i 

am blank. but actually i am overflowed that time and unable 

to decide which thought should i express to other.

    lets come back to story, its September 1st 2007, end of summer

and summer holidays, first day of school, i was quite excited for

this day, as i was bored in staying home, and watching TV.

 I lookout my window the leaves from the tree in front of my house 

are leaving its branches like they got graduation and leaving their

home to go somewhere else.

Suddenly my mom call- Gutru are you ready or not. its your first 

day to school, don't be late. I replied i am ready. she packed my 

bag and lunch box. then i got my bicycle ready and leave to school 

after touching mom and dads feet.of course i am indian.....

  In the way to school i saw a girl who try to fix her bicycle chain,

i thought if i helped her i might be late for my school. then i notice 

both of us wear the same dress code, it means she is from the same

school so i decided to help her.

  so i got near her and said move the padel to clockwise by pushing,

she said angrily i am trying but this is not moving, and again she said

don't you have manners to help me rather than instructing. I said 

i could help but my hands get dirty. after this the way she look i cant 

explain. In my mind i am thinking how to get out from here.

 Then i decided to help her. I always keep balloon in my bag so that 

in mid of class i can make some annoying sounds.

 I just coat my finger with the balloon and trying to fix her cycle chain,

and fix it in one push. she smiled and said thank you. I dont know what

to reply for thank you. so i replied same thing thank you.

 She smiled and said my name is Prerna, and as i told you about my thought issue of 

hundred thoughts at once, one of the thought of a tv serial KASAUTI ZINDAGI

KI, she again asked to me whats your name i replied my name is 

Jaydeep verma. she replied its a nice name.

                    This was my first interaction with a girl other than my sister.
from this day everyday i mark the time 7 past 13 o clock in the morning to
reach this path so that i can join her. in class i also tried to sit nearer line
to her. In mid lecture she eventually look at me and when i saw her looking 
at me she act like she is looking somewhere else. 
  we can not talk much in class as the rumour in class spread faster than the 
the smoke in air. and i don't want it for her. so i decided not to talk her in class
but after the school i stayed for a while and same ask to her by a mini letter
in a slip written can you stay after class, i want to talk you, if yes then drop 
your pen or bag. She drop her bag, its positive answer for me.
  After the school we met, and move to nearest temple as there is a place to sit
and talk. I first talk about science subject but sooner i realise she is not into it,
so i change y topic to the flowers as she love flowers, i know it by seeing her
pencil box, hairband, and school bag. 
  She said she like all flowers but specially the white rose. i asked her why white
she replied because it looks so peaceful and masoom. i said ohh thats so..
you also look like this white rose, as your eyes keeps me peaceful. i love to talk
to you everyday. she has a smile on her face while i am saying all this.
Its really peaceful to talk to her this is the first time when i can control the flow 
of thoughts in my mind. 
                                                                                                     to be continued.........